It has been over a month since I should NOT have been disconnected.
I am back on the net and I have much to write about.
I think I am heading to breaking up communicating with my mother. I am not saying that I will do it next week or even next month. I am just saying that now I understand why I don’t need to have her as a constant reminder of what I could become because I know I won’t become like her.
I guess I won’t have to do much since she does not want to talk to me half of the time. I am not really happy of the situation that enabled me to understand why I should not fear to become my mother but I know it is better for me since it was one of my biggest barrier in some areas of my life.