I went to my mother’s to help her with her computer.
I have been surprised by how well it went. Of course she won’t change and I am not asking for such a miracle but at least she has been nice and this is all I am asking because it is something she can do.
She has been an amazing good mother about my piercing thing that she (of course) absolutely disagrees with.
I came back home and my sister was sweet and she had bought me a little surprise.
This is definitely a good week end. I am enjoying everything I have even if it is not much. It is still so much more than what I had not a long time ago.
Talking with my mother nicely about trust and friendship I have realized how much I have walked away from her teachings and point of view. We have become like long time known strangers. I still love her and I think she loves me but we don’t have just opposite points of view we are just not in the same world. It could be called sad I guess but the thing is that I know my way to see and live and deal with life may not be perfect but will take me further than it has taken her. I don’t think I can perfectly grasp everything even if I am smart and blah blah blah but I know when my point of view is a sane one because I have seen my grand-mother and my mother choices according to their views on life, and I have seen the sadness coming from it even if they don’t want to admit it came solely from their choices.