I went to talk quickly to my bishop.
I feel like walking in the desert without water and about to fall dead because I have no more water. I have the feeling that my bishop is like a vulture spining around my head ready to feed over my slightly rotten corps.
I know this is gross and kind of negative and this is not what I want to convey. What I want to say is how much I feel watched by my poor bishop who needs me to be member again so he can give me a calling.
In the mean time I feel like he is waiting for me and really excited about me.